"Hello?" He answered the phone with a heavy sigh as he
pressed his hands against his burning eyes.
It had been a long day and all he wanted to do was lay on his couch for
the rest of the night.
"Hey…" She forced a smile as concern threatened to
take over her tone. He sounded awful.
"Jenn… hey babe." His smile sounded genuine, but
she could tell it was taking up the last of his energy. "What's up?"
"Not much, I was just calling
to say hi and see how things were going."
"It's going good."
"Yeah? That's cool."
"Uh huh."
"I ran into Ben yesterday, he
said to tell you hi."
"Yeah?
I haven't talked to him since the weekend." He sighed and rubbed his hand from his eyes
up into his hair. "He had a debate
thing or something."
"Karate. Yeah."
"That's right."
"He did good. Placed second in his age
group."
"That's awesome. I'll have to call him." He yawned and tried to keep his eyes open as
the sound of rain began outside.
"It's raining."
"It's raining here
too." She smiled and felt connected
for the first time in weeks.
"Rain makes me
miserable." He mumbled.
"Sounds like it."
"What?"
"You… well you sound
miserable."
"I'm not." He insisted weakly, as though even denying it
made him that much more miserable.
"I miss you though. So much."
She paused for a moment as she
pulled her jacket tighter around her.
"I miss you too."
"So
much."
"So
much." She nodded.
"Hey. Check this out, this morning I was on my way
to this meeting thing with this guy and I looked out the window on the train as
we went across the
"Yeah?" Tears rose in her eyes as she heard him come
to life.
"It was poetic. Really. If I had a camera I would have taken like, a
dozen pictures. He was just like,
floating through them. Then he
left."
"Hmm."
"I'll have to - I wonder if he
does that every day?"
"You'll have to go back and
check."
"Yeah." He nodded and sunk back into his miserable
state, the magic moment gone. "I wanna write about something like that."
"You should."
"The freedom. You know, with the Statue of Liberty in the
background and the missing towers on the skyline."
"Mmm hmm."
She nodded and leaned closer to the building, the cell phone getting
warmer in her hand.
"There are so many things
around here that make me want to write, but I just… I can't, I mean… it's just
not coming."
"Yeah." She nodded and bit her lip.
"It must be because I'm here
alone and everything. I don't have you
or Scotty or anyone to go 'hey listen to this' all the time."
"You can always call and play
over the phone." She said
softly. He nodded and she could hear the
rustle of clothing on his end of the phone. She knew that wasn't the same as
being there. "I miss hearing you
play."
"Me
too."
"Is your guitar handy?"
"Uh
huh." He nodded, and knew
what she was going to ask. He picked it
up and plucked a few chords. "Any requests?"
"City
Love." She smiled.
"Depressing." He shook his head and tried not to think of
the lyrics that immediately flooded his mind.
"It's not depressing."
"It is when I'm sitting here on
my couch with a guitar in my lap instead of my girl."
She smiled and ran her finger over
the buttons on the call box by the door.
"Just play it for me. Make
me happy."
"That would make you
happy?"
"Yeah."
"I'd do anything to make you
happy."
"I know."
"Anything." He said as he began to play the familiar song
with the phone precariously wedged between his shoulder and ear. His voice seemed to change as he sang the
song they both knew well.
He sighed as the last words left his
lips… and she rang the bell.
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© 2003, Amy Lynn